wayang kulit manusia

jatuh adab jatuh bahasa
jatuh budi jatuh segalanya
seperti tiada akalnya
bila melontar bual bicara

pegun aku lihat
ceteknya pahaman
setinggi itu sajakah logika akal
setinggi itu sajakah hati nurani

bingung aku menyaksikan
wayang dunia akhir zaman
hati rasa sakit namun tiada apa bisa dilakukan
kesal dalam hati, paling-paling aku lakukan
doa-doa jangan jadi pemangsa
doa-doa jadi rendah diri mulia hati

just quite different

to reminisce is a journey
i called it journey to remember
as i lying on my bed
i reminisce

i realize important events of my life
mainstream, they are not
though the events are not life changing
they are still not popular vote

as teenagers , they want to grow fast
and work as adult
i never once think that
why they are in hurry
now they talk regret
to just grow up fast
and i am just satisfied
with times

friends sent applications all places
for tertiary edu indeed
but i just sent one,
never realize that i may not enroll to that one
believing that i would and i did
but thinking again, now i know its risky
not a popular vote indeed

then come another event
you work then get married
everyone rushes
eager to settle down
like you win if you hitch first
some of course truly fall in love

i on the other hand
explore other things
when girls are not mainstream to travel
friends and i venture the adventure
from 8 girls to 4 to 2 trips
backpacking with no tour trip
and those time it's rare and raw

i realise i think quite differently
my quirks are not always normal
to be seen as normal
i share the common views
cause i know new people
can't comprehand
i got those quirks comments
when real friends share with me
that i do quite different
only after some time they see truly me

if i could portray in picture
is like i am rowing a ship
they are rowing their ships
together we row to the same direction
but the goods i bring are different as theirs
every ship which pass by
will look at me, with odd stare
though reaching to the same place

i may seen late
but my goods aren't mainstream
cause my goods ain't mainstream

some simple mind

people complicate things
why walking in zig zag
when you can simply walk straight

why fight on trivial matters
when one can just walk away, ignore
time is precious to fight over nothing
i know that you know

think simple
be simple
for all you know
you live more

Is it love?

When a pink heart turn to red
Here comes a lovely love
As i walk by the ocean blue
i saw a green-eyed you

We walk hand in hand
Towards the purple lane
And we are whistling our windy laughter

Night comes with the black
And white stars light the dark
Where do we embark?
To the orange sunset of dusk
Or the yellow sunrise of dawn
Everyday is a new day
And so does the life
Colourful lives

Mahanya kuasa mu

Rahsia kau sangat dalam,
Semakin manusia cari, semakin dirasainya jauh,
Kau tunjuk dengan kisah mu,
Kau izin ia berlaku, maka kami hanya boleh tunduk padamu
Minta diajar teladannya, minta diberitahu hikmahnya.

Rahsia kau sangat dalam, ilmu kau meluas,
Tapi manusia biasa hanya tau titisan sahaja,
Pun begitu, manusia sukar berterusan mengenalmu,
Kerana ade saje dugaan mudah yang menyimpang kami,
Aku pula hanya boleh terusan mencuba agar tidak lari jauh.

Pengajaran kehilangan ini sangat besar buat sejagat,
Semoga menjadi peringatan,
Cara dia cara dia, cara aku cara aku, cara mereka milik mereka
Walau apa cara manusia kembali padamu
Kau saja yang tahu
Zahir untuk makhlukmu, ghaib urusan mu.

May this closure give peace to the families of mh370

The word is Satisfaction

I am satisfied.

Today, I feel occupied.

I am filled.

Today, I feel satisfied.

I don’t realise the time and that makes me happy

It is not everyday but today.

I can say I am content

Work is good today.

Dark is good when you want it to be with you

But how scary would be

If you try running

Running away from it but failing

Imagine oneself seating on a bench

While people pacing fast around you

Have they notice you

That oneself is stranded

For 2 years

of having only you

the world is scary

you have people around you

but nobody is around you

sad is saddening

how oneself need to find cheers in life

I am ok

With all those mixing of feelings

But then I am not ok

This is mess up

I hate not being able to forward

Give me some strength

Give me a purpose

That has this feel good everlasting

That has this fireworks never ending

Joyous and gleeful

So i can spread the infectious laughs