Saturday, August 22, 2015

wayang kulit manusia

jatuh adab jatuh bahasa
jatuh budi jatuh segalanya
seperti tiada akalnya
bila melontar bual bicara

pegun aku lihat
ceteknya pahaman
setinggi itu sajakah logika akal
setinggi itu sajakah hati nurani

bingung aku menyaksikan
wayang dunia akhir zaman
hati rasa sakit namun tiada apa bisa dilakukan
kesal dalam hati, paling-paling aku lakukan
doa-doa jangan jadi pemangsa
doa-doa jadi rendah diri mulia hati

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

just quite different

to reminisce is a journey
i called it journey to remember
as i lying on my bed
i reminisce

i realize important events of my life
mainstream, they are not
though the events are not life changing
they are still not popular vote

as teenagers , they want to grow fast
and work as adult
i never once think that
why they are in hurry
now they talk regret
to just grow up fast
and i am just satisfied
with times

friends sent applications all places
for tertiary edu indeed
but i just sent one,
never realize that i may not enroll to that one
believing that i would and i did
but thinking again, now i know its risky
not a popular vote indeed

then come another event
you work then get married
everyone rushes
eager to settle down
like you win if you hitch first
some of course truly fall in love

i on the other hand
explore other things
when girls are not mainstream to travel
friends and i venture the adventure
from 8 girls to 4 to 2 trips
backpacking with no tour trip
and those time it's rare and raw

i realise i think quite differently
my quirks are not always normal
to be seen as normal
i share the common views
cause i know new people
can't comprehand
i got those quirks comments
when real friends share with me
that i do quite different
only after some time they see truly me

if i could portray in picture
is like i am rowing a ship
they are rowing their ships
together we row to the same direction
but the goods i bring are different as theirs
every ship which pass by
will look at me, with odd stare
though reaching to the same place

i may seen late
but my goods aren't mainstream
cause my goods ain't mainstream