i am a thick book

people say, don't judge a book by its cover
but first impression matters
how irony that is :p

as a front cover, i am all that normal person
but few chapters of me, lead you to other few chapters of the other side of me

i am a thick book
not sure a boring one or an exciting one
flip the pages and explore the reading
we might find something in common
you and i

i am a thick book
history, life lesson, you name it
except for future i can't predict
but hopes and dreams are in grip

have you wonder

have you wonder
is it better to have fake friends
than to have no friends at all

have you wonder
is a fake laugh is better than a sad cry

have you wonder
is sharing stories is better than to hide
knowing they don't listen at all

have you wonder
that wondering is imagination
and only to realize it is real
when it really gets you

have you wonder
to have all acquaintance
is better than to have few best friends
try it when loneliness come

have you wonder
alone is better than a crowd of people surrounding you
yet you felt empty
which is better?

have you wonder
life is better
if you rich and have everything but hopeless
than gratitude with nothing else

wondering is powerful
from white cloth to pitch black
to bright colours
to making rainbows

have you wonder
crazy life is better than normal life
bid that routine

lets wonder and ponder

a day in a mall

start off morning
with some errands to do
while window shopping
with my aimless feet

i view people indeed
to and fro in front of me
while having my haagen dazs
oh boy..it's delicious
with salted caramel and coffee and vanilla scoops

with time passes,
people crowding
with fancy clothes with fancy shoes
when done my ice creamlicious
back to leisure walk
i see to the left and i grab one bag
i see to the right and found new sole
hell if i got something else to buy
really i have shopped till i drop :)

wayang kulit manusia

jatuh adab jatuh bahasa
jatuh budi jatuh segalanya
seperti tiada akalnya
bila melontar bual bicara

pegun aku lihat
ceteknya pahaman
setinggi itu sajakah logika akal
setinggi itu sajakah hati nurani

bingung aku menyaksikan
wayang dunia akhir zaman
hati rasa sakit namun tiada apa bisa dilakukan
kesal dalam hati, paling-paling aku lakukan
doa-doa jangan jadi pemangsa
doa-doa jadi rendah diri mulia hati

just quite different

to reminisce is a journey
i called it journey to remember
as i lying on my bed
i reminisce

i realize important events of my life
mainstream, they are not
though the events are not life changing
they are still not popular vote

as teenagers , they want to grow fast
and work as adult
i never once think that
why they are in hurry
now they talk regret
to just grow up fast
and i am just satisfied
with times

friends sent applications all places
for tertiary edu indeed
but i just sent one,
never realize that i may not enroll to that one
believing that i would and i did
but thinking again, now i know its risky
not a popular vote indeed

then come another event
you work then get married
everyone rushes
eager to settle down
like you win if you hitch first
some of course truly fall in love

i on the other hand
explore other things
when girls are not mainstream to travel
friends and i venture the adventure
from 8 girls to 4 to 2 trips
backpacking with no tour trip
and those time it's rare and raw

i realise i think quite differently
my quirks are not always normal
to be seen as normal
i share the common views
cause i know new people
can't comprehand
i got those quirks comments
when real friends share with me
that i do quite different
only after some time they see truly me

if i could portray in picture
is like i am rowing a ship
they are rowing their ships
together we row to the same direction
but the goods i bring are different as theirs
every ship which pass by
will look at me, with odd stare
though reaching to the same place

i may seen late
but my goods aren't mainstream
cause my goods ain't mainstream

some simple mind

people complicate things
why walking in zig zag
when you can simply walk straight

why fight on trivial matters
when one can just walk away, ignore
time is precious to fight over nothing
i know that you know

think simple
be simple
for all you know
you live more

Is it love?

When a pink heart turn to red
Here comes a lovely love
As i walk by the ocean blue
i saw a green-eyed you

We walk hand in hand
Towards the purple lane
And we are whistling our windy laughter

Night comes with the black
And white stars light the dark
Where do we embark?
To the orange sunset of dusk
Or the yellow sunrise of dawn
Everyday is a new day
And so does the life
Colourful lives