Dark is good when you want it to be with you

But how scary would be

If you try running

Running away from it but failing

Imagine oneself seating on a bench

While people pacing fast around you

Have they notice you

That oneself is stranded

For 2 years

of having only you

the world is scary

you have people around you

but nobody is around you

sad is saddening

how oneself need to find cheers in life

I am ok

With all those mixing of feelings

But then I am not ok

This is mess up

I hate not being able to forward

Give me some strength

Give me a purpose

That has this feel good everlasting

That has this fireworks never ending

Joyous and gleeful

So i can spread the infectious laughs