Much WOW for You

Acquaintance with you is a mere coincidence

You step on my shoes

And i ouch my pain on you

You say sorry and immediate care

An ice-cream for a treat 

i partake

Then, moment just happen

And so we have a series of meetups

Beginning to know our quirkiness and awesomeness

We surprise ourselves that

We click and  found similar waves together

We then just knew we are two

That's a wow for us too

You are kind and gentle

A listener when I'm in my lows

The cheers you make

Leave my sorrows at bay

And bring my ups to even higher

Just laugh and giggles that we are

Your traits define you

And I only got much wow for you

Life i Resume

Hiding in a closed door
Running from living souls
Afraid what they might ask

Struggling with standing up again
with new found life
Leaving the comfortable life
the normal ordinary path

Now i come back up again
with my feet on the ground
Half way there, i open the door ajar
Peeking the life i left
Picking the pieces i want back

Slowly, i stand strong again
With my head held high
And resume the new passion
With the pieces i hold in
And bring out with me
Outside now the wide open door
Back to life
Refresh, renew

*my copy for hitrecord

Beautiful Loss

Loss is not always terrible
Human relate that loss is hurt
Loss is sadness
What if loss is another name
Second name of happiness?
Loss of unwanted burden
Loss of heaviness in our hearts
Loss of negative thoughts
Loss of pain and harm
With loss, you are a happier person
With loss, you are a new person
Amazing thing about loss
It can be comfort, solace
It is a beautiful shift
That uplift one's heart

*my copy for hitrecord

Flower in a pot

i am the colour purple

be wary of my thorny arms

you might prick on it

growing up in a pot

limits my root

but it will not stop me

my arms can reach far land

as far as the sun shine on me

*my copy for hitrecord

same old love story, we love it

your eyes caught my glances over you

i cant hide, but to smile a foolish smile

and you return a smiling lips

whoopss my heart leaps 

our moment begin that day

we can't deny the love's knocking 

and yes love is in the air

our hearts leaps

you and i

holding hands we walk our byway

doing little things and talking dreams

how lame it sounds, do we all know

it is indeed the love sound

we live in the moments

for moments can leave you

we hold tender of now

for later we never knew

feeling your love 

and i for you

Topeng

Gembiraku, aku gambarkan menjadi wajah zahirku,
kekuatan datang diminta, dirayu
hati gagah dinobat tuhan untuk itu.

sorok dan terus sorok,
enggan dilihat orang,
kerana orang takkan boleh menolong,
dengar tapi pergi.

hati selalu memujuk,
tuhan seringkali mendengar
dan dia dengar mahukan aku bersabar.

untuk waktu itu, pasti datang.

akan kubaca puisi ini sekali lagi,
nanti..

it's been a while

it's been a while
like empty house with dusty furniture
to write again
with a rusty brain
A year has passed
how i am a surprised!

what to ponder
with null mind
but still excited to scribble
thanks friend
for a conversation
that lead to this

i am a thick book

people say, don't judge a book by its cover
but first impression matters
how irony that is :p

as a front cover, i am all that normal person
but few chapters of me, lead you to other few chapters of the other side of me

i am a thick book
not sure a boring one or an exciting one
flip the pages and explore the reading
we might find something in common
you and i

i am a thick book
history, life lesson, you name it
except for future i can't predict
but hopes and dreams are in grip

have you wonder

have you wonder
is it better to have fake friends
than to have no friends at all

have you wonder
is a fake laugh is better than a sad cry

have you wonder
is sharing stories is better than to hide
knowing they don't listen at all

have you wonder
that wondering is imagination
and only to realize it is real
when it really gets you

have you wonder
to have all acquaintance
is better than to have few best friends
try it when loneliness come

have you wonder
alone is better than a crowd of people surrounding you
yet you felt empty
which is better?

have you wonder
life is better
if you rich and have everything but hopeless
than gratitude with nothing else

wondering is powerful
from white cloth to pitch black
to bright colours
to making rainbows

have you wonder
crazy life is better than normal life
bid that routine

lets wonder and ponder

a day in a mall

start off morning
with some errands to do
while window shopping
with my aimless feet

i view people indeed
to and fro in front of me
while having my haagen dazs
oh boy..it's delicious
with salted caramel and coffee and vanilla scoops

with time passes,
people crowding
with fancy clothes with fancy shoes
when done my ice creamlicious
back to leisure walk
i see to the left and i grab one bag
i see to the right and found new sole
hell if i got something else to buy
really i have shopped till i drop :)

wayang kulit manusia

jatuh adab jatuh bahasa
jatuh budi jatuh segalanya
seperti tiada akalnya
bila melontar bual bicara

pegun aku lihat
ceteknya pahaman
setinggi itu sajakah logika akal
setinggi itu sajakah hati nurani

bingung aku menyaksikan
wayang dunia akhir zaman
hati rasa sakit namun tiada apa bisa dilakukan
kesal dalam hati, paling-paling aku lakukan
doa-doa jangan jadi pemangsa
doa-doa jadi rendah diri mulia hati

just quite different

to reminisce is a journey
i called it journey to remember
as i lying on my bed
i reminisce

i realize important events of my life
mainstream, they are not
though the events are not life changing
they are still not popular vote

as teenagers , they want to grow fast
and work as adult
i never once think that
why they are in hurry
now they talk regret
to just grow up fast
and i am just satisfied
with times

friends sent applications all places
for tertiary edu indeed
but i just sent one,
never realize that i may not enroll to that one
believing that i would and i did
but thinking again, now i know its risky
not a popular vote indeed

then come another event
you work then get married
everyone rushes
eager to settle down
like you win if you hitch first
some of course truly fall in love

i on the other hand
explore other things
when girls are not mainstream to travel
friends and i venture the adventure
from 8 girls to 4 to 2 trips
backpacking with no tour trip
and those time it's rare and raw

i realise i think quite differently
my quirks are not always normal
to be seen as normal
i share the common views
cause i know new people
can't comprehand
i got those quirks comments
when real friends share with me
that i do quite different
only after some time they see truly me

if i could portray in picture
is like i am rowing a ship
they are rowing their ships
together we row to the same direction
but the goods i bring are different as theirs
every ship which pass by
will look at me, with odd stare
though reaching to the same place

i may seen late
but my goods aren't mainstream
cause my goods ain't mainstream

some simple mind

people complicate things
why walking in zig zag
when you can simply walk straight

why fight on trivial matters
when one can just walk away, ignore
time is precious to fight over nothing
i know that you know

think simple
be simple
for all you know
you live more

Is it love?

When a pink heart turn to red
Here comes a lovely love
As i walk by the ocean blue
i saw a green-eyed you

We walk hand in hand
Towards the purple lane
And we are whistling our windy laughter

Night comes with the black
And white stars light the dark
Where do we embark?
To the orange sunset of dusk
Or the yellow sunrise of dawn
Everyday is a new day
And so does the life
Colourful lives

Mahanya kuasa mu

Rahsia kau sangat dalam,
Semakin manusia cari, semakin dirasainya jauh,
Kau tunjuk dengan kisah mu,
Kau izin ia berlaku, maka kami hanya boleh tunduk padamu
Minta diajar teladannya, minta diberitahu hikmahnya.

Rahsia kau sangat dalam, ilmu kau meluas,
Tapi manusia biasa hanya tau titisan sahaja,
Pun begitu, manusia sukar berterusan mengenalmu,
Kerana ade saje dugaan mudah yang menyimpang kami,
Aku pula hanya boleh terusan mencuba agar tidak lari jauh.

Pengajaran kehilangan ini sangat besar buat sejagat,
Semoga menjadi peringatan,
Cara dia cara dia, cara aku cara aku, cara mereka milik mereka
Walau apa cara manusia kembali padamu
Kau saja yang tahu
Zahir untuk makhlukmu, ghaib urusan mu.

May this closure give peace to the families of mh370

The word is Satisfaction

I am satisfied.

Today, I feel occupied.

I am filled.

Today, I feel satisfied.

I don’t realise the time and that makes me happy

It is not everyday but today.

I can say I am content

Work is good today.

Dark is good when you want it to be with you

But how scary would be

If you try running

Running away from it but failing

Imagine oneself seating on a bench

While people pacing fast around you

Have they notice you

That oneself is stranded

For 2 years

of having only you

the world is scary

you have people around you

but nobody is around you

sad is saddening

how oneself need to find cheers in life

I am ok

With all those mixing of feelings

But then I am not ok

This is mess up

I hate not being able to forward

Give me some strength

Give me a purpose

That has this feel good everlasting

That has this fireworks never ending

Joyous and gleeful

So i can spread the infectious laughs

Bukan Dongeng

Cerita ini bukan dongeng

Kisah-kisah serata dunia

Mengingatkan aku tentang kebaikan

Mengingatkan aku tentang harapan

Saat dunia penting diri

Ade insan menggadai nyawa

Menjadi pelindung lain

Agar yang lain menerus hidup

Korban harta yg engkau beri

Walhal perlukan sendiri

Atas nama pengorbanan

Seluruh harta dilepaskan

Tangan yang menolong

Bukan datang dari keluarga

Bukan datang dari kawan lama

Hadir insan berhati permata

Tak kenal tak bersua

Memberi tanpa nama

Cerita ini bukan dongeng

Kisah-kisah serata dunia

Mengingatkan kita tentang kebaikan

Mengingatkan kita tentang harapan

Masih ade baik dalam hitam kejahatan

Masih ada baik dalam kepentingan keduniaan

Saat-saat tak disangka

Itulah datang harapan

Membuat diluar jangkaan

Terasa bohong terasa khayalan

Tapi betul..

Bukan dongeng