Life i Resume

Hiding in a closed door
Running from living souls
Afraid what they might ask

Struggling with standing up again
with new found life
Leaving the comfortable life
the normal ordinary path

Now i come back up again
with my feet on the ground
Half way there, i open the door ajar
Peeking the life i left
Picking the pieces i want back

Slowly, i stand strong again
With my head held high
And resume the new passion
With the pieces i hold in
And bring out with me
Outside now the wide open door
Back to life
Refresh, renew

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Beautiful Loss

Loss is not always terrible
Human relate that loss is hurt
Loss is sadness
What if loss is another name
Second name of happiness?
Loss of unwanted burden
Loss of heaviness in our hearts
Loss of negative thoughts
Loss of pain and harm
With loss, you are a happier person
With loss, you are a new person
Amazing thing about loss
It can be comfort, solace
It is a beautiful shift
That uplift one's heart

*my copy for hitrecord

Flower in a pot

i am the colour purple

be wary of my thorny arms

you might prick on it

growing up in a pot

limits my root

but it will not stop me

my arms can reach far land

as far as the sun shine on me

*my copy for hitrecord

same old love story, we love it

your eyes caught my glances over you

i cant hide, but to smile a foolish smile

and you return a smiling lips

whoopss my heart leaps 

our moment begin that day

we can't deny the love's knocking 

and yes love is in the air

our hearts leaps

you and i

holding hands we walk our byway

doing little things and talking dreams

how lame it sounds, do we all know

it is indeed the love sound

we live in the moments

for moments can leave you

we hold tender of now

for later we never knew

feeling your love 

and i for you

Topeng

Gembiraku, aku gambarkan menjadi wajah zahirku,
kekuatan datang diminta, dirayu
hati gagah dinobat tuhan untuk itu.

sorok dan terus sorok,
enggan dilihat orang,
kerana orang takkan boleh menolong,
dengar tapi pergi.

hati selalu memujuk,
tuhan seringkali mendengar
dan dia dengar mahukan aku bersabar.

untuk waktu itu, pasti datang.

akan kubaca puisi ini sekali lagi,
nanti..

it's been a while

it's been a while
like empty house with dusty furniture
to write again
with a rusty brain
A year has passed
how i am a surprised!

what to ponder
with null mind
but still excited to scribble
thanks friend
for a conversation
that lead to this

i am a thick book

people say, don't judge a book by its cover
but first impression matters
how irony that is :p

as a front cover, i am all that normal person
but few chapters of me, lead you to other few chapters of the other side of me

i am a thick book
not sure a boring one or an exciting one
flip the pages and explore the reading
we might find something in common
you and i

i am a thick book
history, life lesson, you name it
except for future i can't predict
but hopes and dreams are in grip